ME: Sooo, Big Brother 19 has come to an end. As a super fan,
I’m incredibly happy that Josh won. Paul didn’t watch BB before he was on
season 18 and he didn’t watch BB after he was on BB18. Perhaps if Paul had done
more homework before returning to the BB house he would have won, but he didn’t
do his homework and Josh has been studying BB since he was 14 years old. As a
super fan, even though Paul manipulated most of the house so well, Josh knew
the BB game better than Paul and he deserves his win. Paul should have studied
if he wanted to take home the prize and title, but he didn’t and he lost again
in a 5-4 vote.
ALSO ME: Paul also implied that all of us live feeders are
losers so as a long-time live feeder, I am very offended by that. I LIKED Paul
in BB18; I was really upset he lost to Nicole and I was super excited, in the
beginning, to see him back in the house for BB19. I literally jumped for joy to
see Paul walk through the doors as Fan Favorite during episode one. I was
really happy that he had the Pendent of Protection. I really liked Paul at the
beginning of BB19.
STILL ME: I still like Paul. I know Paul does a lot for
charity outside the house and he isn’t a racist, he’s not a bully, he’s not a
piece of crap human being in real life. I watch live feeds and those that watch
live feeds know that we see both the worst and the best of the houseguests,
which is why we watch the live feeds. Real super fans are here for the show, we
don’t judge harshly because we know how difficult it is to live in the house
and play the game. Real super fans are forgiving and we may toss some shade
sometimes, but as soon as they are out of the house, we give the BB houseguests
some love, most of the time, because we know, without being on the show
ourselves, how difficult it is. The BB house is a pressure cooker and it brings
out the best and worst in people; super fans focus on the best and forgive bad
behavior. We appreciate the cast for entertaining us.
ALSO ME: Except for Cody Nickson and Jessica Graf. Cody is a
terribly ignorant human being and I’m disgusted that people in the LGBTQ, POC,
and women’s rights communities voted to make him America’s Favorite Houseguest.
I did not find Cody or Jessica to be at ALL entertaining, but I will watch BB
if they are on another season, but I will not like it and I will be hoping to
see them evicted as soon as possible. I wish Cody’s daughter ALL THE BEST,
she’s totally adorable, and I hope every cent of Cody’s AFH prize goes to
Paisley because she deserves it way more than he does.
ME: Let’s talk about Raven! I’ve been watching Twitter and
she is absent. She posted on Instagram, but disabled comments. SMART GIRL!
Raven is the oxymoronic person that everyone of us has in our lives. She didn’t
have any grudges against Paul, which is what we want to see in a Jury member,
but she was also completely delusional about her own gameplay & her
relationship with Paul.
ALSO ME: Raven is a liar. She lied about having illnesses,
she lied about her mother and her mother’s illnesses, and she lied about other
family members. She lied about her relationship with Paul pre-BB19. She LIES!
STILL ME: Raven is a victim of child abuse. Her mother
convinced her she was terminally ill, which she is NOT. I’ve talked to
Gastroparesis patients and Raven is NOT one of them. I know Raven has a gastric
stimulator, NOT A PACEMAKER, but I question the validity of it being necessary.
Raven is a victim of Munchausen by Proxy just like Gypsy Rose Blanchard and I
really hope she gets the psychological help she needs because she is a
perfectly healthy, very pretty young woman who needs a real education and a
more realistic view of herself.
Okay! Let’s talk about the BB19 Houseguests individually in
order of their eviction/placement in the game.
Cameron – Production’s Sacrifice – Cameron was more robbed
by being evicted night one than Paul was robbed by losing to Josh. Like Jodi
and Glenn before him, Cameron deserves another shot at playing the game. POST
BB FEELINGS: Still LOOOVE Cameron!
Megan – The House Pariah – I really hope all the BB19 HGs
become aware of Megan’s past & understand why she left the game. She is
doing so much better now and I’m very happy that her BB experience led to a positive
outcome. Read this article to see the full story. POST BB FEELINGS: Still
LOOOVE Megan.
Jillian – The Truly Blindsided – She didn’t even try to
campaign to stay in the game; Jillian trusted that Cody and Jessica had her
back and that the house was with them. She did not have her finger on the pulse
of the game. POST BB FEELINGS: I’m sure she’s a sweet girl, and I’d be happy to
meet her, but she didn’t play BB.
Cody(1) – I’ve said all that I have to say about Cody, but
for those of you that want to be all “but, but but, he fought for our freedom,”
I want you to read this article: 22 Serial Killers Who Served in the Military,
AND, this one: Murderers Who Have Served in the Military.
Dominque – Executed Her Own Demise – She never should have questioned
Cody about his game decisions during her little live feed show. If Dominque
hadn’t asked Cody about his game-related decision, she might have lasted
longer. POST BB FEELINGS: I don't like religion.
Ramses – The House Scapegoat – Poor Ramses. I always root
for the nerdy houseguest because I’m a nerd too, but Ramses tried to play Ian’s
game and it didn’t work for him. The BB14 HGs thought that Ian was a little
weird too, but Ian had a plan the whole time. Ramses didn’t. POST BB FEELINGS:
Looove Ramses!
Jessica – The Mean Girl (1) – Hey, Jess, I’m a plus-size
girl, and when I say plus-size I mean that I’m above a size 10. Plenty of men
stare at my NATURALLY big breasts and don’t care about the size of my jeans; a
really good man doesn’t care what a woman looks like – they are more attracted
to a good personality and you don’t have one. POST BB FEELINGS: Still a mean
girl and I would never ask for a picture or an autograph.
Cody(2) – See above. POST BB FEELINGS: He’s still Major
Asshole to me and I would never brag about meeting him by glorifying his BB
involvement by asking for a picture or an autograph.
Elena – The Almost
Janelle – If only Elena was an actual fan of the show and actually came to
play; Elena could have been the next Janelle, the new buxom, platinum blonde,
but she only cared about Jury and Janelle wanted to WIN. POST BB FEELINGS: One
of the few BB19 houseguests I’d be happy to meet because I like her snark and
how she laughed at raven.
Mark – The Beefcake, I Guess – I’m sorry, but as much as I
like men that are in touch with their emotions, especially those that have
experienced the loss of a parent(s)… Mark had a good relationship with Dominique
and he abandoned it. POST BB FEELINGS: One of the few BB19 houseguests I’d be
happy to meet because I like how he called out Raven on her delusions.
Matt – No More Than a Mattress – All he did was Raven and
eat cereal. POST BB FEELINGS: All he did was Raven and eat cereal.
Jason – The Good Ol’ Boy – I know how people are in the Midwest
and Jason is no different. He doesn’t have LGBTQ, POC friends because there
aren’t a lot of them in Iowa, which isn’t much different from where I live in
KS. My gay BFF voted for Trump. POST BB FEELINGS: Jason wants to learn. He
wants to be better. Good for him. I hope he comes to my local rodeo next year
over Labor Day.
Raven – The Tragically Delusional – I mean…
#RavenExposedParty. For those of you that read this that haven’t seen all the
evidence:Read THIS and THIS. POST BB FEELINGS: I would be sympathetic to her if I met her,
but ONLY IF, she is dealing with the repercussions of her mother’s lies that
her mother projected onto her. I will always give support to those struggling
with internal issues that exist because of situations beyond their control.
Alex – The Mean Girl (2) – A Paullower if this ever was on
this season. Even after her “ride-or-die” was blindsided, she still followed
Paul and she got what she deserved. He hatred of Kevin was ridiculous. POST BB
FEELINGS: I’d acknowledge her if I met her randomly, but I’d question her game
play.
Kevin – Class Act – Despite his one comment about Dominique,
which was ridiculous, but I don’t believe for a second that Kevin would
physically harm a female since he has six daughters. He played dumb, and I
think he knew the game better than he let on, but I would have liked to see him
play smarter. POST BB FEELINGS: I wanna go to Kevin’s Thanksgiving dinner!!!
Christmas – The Mean Girl (3) – I would NEVER EVER want to
work for Christmas. If she manages her employees the same way she managed
house guests… Her management style is not compatible with my personality. I’d
quit the second she yelled at/talked down to me because I don’t put up with
that behavior from my employers/fellow employees. POST BB FEELINGS: Same, but I’d tell her what food I hate and
ask for advice on how to change my diet because I think she could give me good
alternatives.
Paul – Last Name Bag, First Name Douche – Paul lost BB18 for
the same reasons the Dan lost BB14; he didn’t think enough about how the Jury
would feel about all his treachery and didn’t, and still hasn’t, owned up to
his game play. POST BB FEELINGS: YOUR boy STILL hasn’t owned up to his game
play, thinking he was such a huge target when most of the house followed him
completely blindly.
Josh – First Latino Winner of BB – I hope hope hope I get to
meet Josh someday! POST BB FEELINGS: I really hope hope hope I get to meet Josh
someday! #CongratsJosh!!!
IN CLOSING: If you’ve read all of this, and especially if
you have feeling of anger towards me, I want you to read this article: SurvivorShows Us Who We Want to Be, but Big Brother Shows Us Who We Are.
Big Brother and Survivor began as a social experiment in
reality television and they are both still very much a social experiment. The
difference between Survivor and Big Brother is that Survivor is uplifting while
Big Brother shows us the worst in people. Big Brother provides us with a microscopic
look at American society and it’s not pretty, especially if you include social
media as a part of the social experiment that is BB. I am exclusive to Twitter
for my reality TV social involvement and the Twitter community of BB fans is
FAR MORE HEINOUS than any of the houseguests that have been cast. Voting CODY
as America’s Favorite HOUSEGUEST… I’m disgusted, but not surprised so many
ignorant, petty people voted in favor of Cody winning the $25K prize and it’s
not looking like he’s going to spend it/give it to his daughter and that’s just
gross.
So, if you wanna be all up in arms about how disgusting BB
is, you should also be disgusted about the state of American society where it
is now socially acceptable to be homophobic, racist, transphobic, sexist, etc.
It is up to all of us who treat people how WE want to be
treated to stand up, voice our opinions without fear, and stick to our guns
about what WE want life to be like for all of our children, nieces and nephews,
grandchildren, etc. The time has come to stop burying out heads in the sand and
speak up about what WE want and take ACTION against those that promote
ignorance and hate.
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